Saturday, April 16, 2011

Dear Undertaker,


give me a decent burial
don't let my wife kid you
by saying we have no money.
Give this note to the cops.

What is a few short years lived in hell.
Hell is all I have.

No more will I pay the bills.
No more will I drive the car.
No more will I wash, iron and mend.
No more will I eat the leftovers
cooked the day before.

This is no way to die? This
is no way to live.

At night I can no longer sleep.
I married the wrong nag--
nag-nag and lost
my life.

Dear undertaker,
give me a decent burial.

Hunger


Hunger. I awaken.
Cold. Bits of mummified
flesh stick to once alabaster
satin.

Hunger. The smell of
putrid, stale air. Still
my stomach roars.

Hunger. The last
breath of death escapes
my lungs. A guttural moan.

Hunger. I claw.
Wet brown soil gives
to what is left of hands
nails long and brittle.

Hunger. I begin
my search. To satisfy-
Hunger.

Untitled.

Pathetic.
Says a voice deep inside.
The person I wish I could be
as I lay awake through the night.

Weak little pup.
The voice continues to chide.
Perhaps this is the person
I could be - if only I tried.

If you want it go get it.
Is the virtue he extols,
but life is more complicated
than he seems to know.

If you refuse to shit or get off the pot.
There is only one option. Shut the fuck up.

Monday, February 7, 2011

"They"

Something a little lighter it still like everything thus far needs work.


I have a tale to tell,
about the night "They" came.
It was a normal evening
in the cool of December
and the clock read 2:03.

Little men made of gray,
with large insectoid eyes.
Flew in upon an astral skiff,
which sailed the planar sea.

Their tiny ship zigged and zagged,
through this sea of stars
and contrary to most beliefs,
"They" were not that bizarre.

"They: didn't try to cut me open,
to see my insides work.
Not once did "They" try to probe me,
nor did they act like jerks.
Instead "They" sang a merry song,
about the vastness of eternity
how long their people live
and the kraken of these seas.

When "They" finally returned me
it seemed a year had passed,
but the clock still read 2:03
and that my friend was that.